Upside down.

My life feels as if it has been turned upside down. It is funny how you get so into a routine and when you get pulled out of it, it feels like you are living another life. A new place to sleep, a new drive to work, a new run. Everything seems new but it makes me miss the old so much (it has only been a couple of days). This weekend I felt like I was in a fog, that this wasn't real life and it was all a dream. But it wasn't. I woke up feeling overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by what is to come, and most of all, overwhelmed by the unknown. 

Who will I text the unimportant and unnecessary things like, "I cleaned my car today!" (which only those who have been in it can appreciate the fact that I finally cleaned and vacuumed it) or "I just had the best breakfast!" or "I miss you." 

We take for granted the people we have in our lives, the people we have dinner with, or the people we sleep beside and say goodnight to.  You never realize how important someone is by just being there and not even having to say a word. 

I am taking a step back. Looking at my life and adjusting where I find necessary. The only problem is I don't know what to do, or where I should go, or who I should be. For now, I will just be Kari, the girl who loves to do arts and crafts, loves to workout, who likes doing fun and different things with her friends, who loves her family more than life itself, and who only wants to find a cup of happiness out of this overwhelming yet unexciting life I seem to live. 

Goodnight.