Oh I saw that... you know, on Facebook.

I came to the conclusion today that social media has taken over my life. I scroll through my iPhone, looking through people's lives, some who I have not seen in years, but why? I guess I like to see what other people are doing with their lives, maybe live vicariously through them for a few minutes and that's the point right? Facebook was created to meet people in college and stay in touch. It's become an addiction. If you look around people are constantly on their phones. I have wasted so much time looking through Facebook, stalking photos and honestly being kind of a creeper. It's sucking the creativity right out of my brain. Chris has been telling me for months but I guess it hit me today as I was reaching for my phone on several occasions just to look through Facebook, check Instagram, see if anyone text me. Today, I am making a change.

The last time I wrote in this blog was right before I found out I was pregnant. It's been almost two years since my last entry. Writing is a creative outlet for me. That is why I have chosen to get rid of Facebook and pick up where I left off with my blog, only posting once a week. So it may sound strange to get rid of Facebook and pick up with a blog but this way I am being creative and I won't be looking at strangers photos or reading their latest status update about where they are going to dinner. I am going to focus on me, my family, and what I want to do with the rest of my life. Let's see how long I can last...

A chill in the air.

Fall is definitely on its way and it is coming in full force. The last two mornings I was woken to the cool air coming through my window (it probably doesn’t help that I have a fan in the window) and it makes it difficult for me to leave my warm bed. There is something about the change in weather that you can just smell that summer is coming to an end. 

September is my favorite month out of the ENTIRE year so I am excited for what is to come this next month. I love summer but there is something about September that is perfect, I guess half of the month is still summer but the fun and craziness of summer comes to a close and a more relaxing, cooler fall sets in. Summers can be jam packed with activities, trips and just plain craziness. I did so much this summer and I am happy to say that I am ready for the next season…

My top 10 summer adventures:

1. Hosted my first Stella & Dot party in June.
2. Traveled to Seattle and had a chance to visit the Seattle Aquarium (I LOVE aquariums).
3. Spent a few days in Newport, RI.
4. I finally had LOBSTER!! I had a really fun lobster night with my family.
5. Read three really great books (and will hopefully finish the 4^th by the end of the month).
6. I got a really nice tan (I haven’t been this tan in years!)
7. Spent an amazing day on a lake with friends and family.
8. Saw Rascal Flatts in concert with some crazy kids.
9. I was able to golf a ton this summer. 
10. Relaxed for almost an entire week in Myrtle Beach, SC.

I am happy to say that this summer was really great and I am looking forward to what September brings me. So far, a camping trip is in the works, another Stella & Dot party and hopefully some relaxation. I am going to enjoy the few weeks’ left of summer and get ready for a great fall.

Enjoy the rest of your summer everyone!

Back on track.

I'm back. I have officially cleared my head.

Last week, I made one of the best decisions I have made in a really long time. I spontaneously decided to fly down to Myrtle Beach, SC to meet my family and I could not be happier. I didn’t care what I was leaving behind, my job or pretty much everything. I got on a plane and went there without questioning a thing. It was one of the best times I have had in a while. I didn't have to make any plans or worry, and most importantly THINK about anything. I had the beach, my book, baseball, and my running sneakers. And of course I awoke to, “HI KIKI!” every morning from a smiling two year old. It was perfect… even at 6am.

You always look up to your older siblings, it’s a given. Being the youngest of four, we have a really strong support system and I have quite a few people to look up to. Watching my brothers baseball team last week – cheering for the players like I was thirteen again, cheering for my big brother – made me realize how proud I am of him and what he has accomplished. The one sibling in my family who didn’t go to college and the one who is doing what he loves to do. He started his own business teaching baseball because that is something he was always good at. He does it with ease and sometimes frustration but he loves going to work and teaching kids the sport that he has such a talent for. He takes his team to The Ripken Experience at Cal Ripkens baseball facility (some of the nicest fields I have ever seen) in Myrtle Beach. He had quite the crowd cheering his Rebels on and we all had a blast.

Myrtle Beach is such a cool place to visit. We stayed in a condo that was a five-minute drive to the beach, the parking was incredibly easy and the beaches were amazing. Crystal clear water at the perfect temperature, no rocks, waves; it was an overall relaxing and fun time. The nightlife was really fun there as well, piano bars, bars on the ocean, and tons of shops. I am going back next summer and I can’t wait!

I also finished my book One Day – a story about two friends in the span of twenty years, living their separate lives, and the struggles they both endured along their paths while communicating through letters and an occasional visit. Overall it was a really good book. I accomplished my goal of reading a book a month this summer – go me!

Okay time to go. Talk to you soon about something more creative. 

One. Two.

Two years ago today at exactly 8am, a healthy and beautiful baby girl came into the world, I met her five minutes after she was born and I fell in love as soon as I saw her perfect little face. Two years later, she is growing so incredibly fast. I want to press a pause button for a little while before everything moves too quickly. I don’t want to miss a thing.

At 2 years old, Paige is:

Dancing.

Kissing and hugging.

Laughing hysterically.

Chasing.

Snuggling.

Running.

Talking as much as she can.

Loving books.

Watching Dora.

Dressing up her princesses.

Taking care of her baby.

Playing with friends.

Sharing.

And most importantly, she is loving everyone around her.

Happy Birthday to my little Paigey, you have no idea how much happiness you bring into my life. 

5k run in through the forest.

Mud. Planks. Trees. Hills. Let's just say my sneakers are pretty much ruined but it was worth it. Last night I did my first 5k of the summer at the Summer Sizzler 5k at Forest Park in Springfield, MA with my dear friend Jessica. It was hard. I am so thankful she was there, I probably would have walked half of it because it was all hills and hills are not my friend. She pushed me and I pushed her, we were a good team.

I beat my time from last summer which I am proud of, especially since I would never call myself a runner. I run to stay healthy and as a form of cardio but I have never been the type of person to put my sneakers on and go for a run because I like it.

I say this as I train for the Hartford Half Marathon on October 15. I am training my body to do something it has never done before, something new that will push me. I have never run more than 6 miles at a time, how am I going to run 13.1 miles?? Am I crazy? I was raised an athlete and that is what we do, we push our bodies and transform them, I have done this since I was 3 years old. I know I will do it, my goal is only to complete the race and so I will. Getting to the goal of 13 miles will be a challenge but if I can set my mind to it I can do it... right? I hope...

Jessica and my two cousins are running the half marathon with me which I am excited about. It is always helpful to have a running buddy.

Not much separates us.

I just finished reading the book, The Help, and it made me want to become a writer. I know I will never be a writer but it was an inspiring story of a girl who took a chance and risked her life on a controversial topic in hopes to fulfill her dreams and to be taken seriously. All the while making a difference in the town of Jackson, Mississippi. Miss Skeeter Phelan was a character who most women should look up to. I want to share my favorite part of the book, 

  "There is so much you don't know about a person. I wonder if I could've made her days a little bit easier, if I'd tried. If I'd treated her a little nicer. Wasn't that the point of the book? For women to realize, We are just two people. Not that much separates us. Not nearly as much as I'd thought."

This part stuck with me, and it is SO true. Be kind to others, we learn at an early age to treat others how we would want to be treated. It can be a difficult task for some at times, I am not saying I have never been mean or thought I could be a little nicer. Just because someone looks different than you, or makes less money than you, or has a different way of doing things, does not make them any less than you. The next time you say an unkind remark and I will do the same, remember that person is more like you than you think, "We are just two people. not that much separates us." I just wanted to share that. 

I have some photographs I took this week while I am clearing my head. If I do not become a writer maybe I can find something in photography ;) 

Upside down.

My life feels as if it has been turned upside down. It is funny how you get so into a routine and when you get pulled out of it, it feels like you are living another life. A new place to sleep, a new drive to work, a new run. Everything seems new but it makes me miss the old so much (it has only been a couple of days). This weekend I felt like I was in a fog, that this wasn't real life and it was all a dream. But it wasn't. I woke up feeling overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by what is to come, and most of all, overwhelmed by the unknown. 

Who will I text the unimportant and unnecessary things like, "I cleaned my car today!" (which only those who have been in it can appreciate the fact that I finally cleaned and vacuumed it) or "I just had the best breakfast!" or "I miss you." 

We take for granted the people we have in our lives, the people we have dinner with, or the people we sleep beside and say goodnight to.  You never realize how important someone is by just being there and not even having to say a word. 

I am taking a step back. Looking at my life and adjusting where I find necessary. The only problem is I don't know what to do, or where I should go, or who I should be. For now, I will just be Kari, the girl who loves to do arts and crafts, loves to workout, who likes doing fun and different things with her friends, who loves her family more than life itself, and who only wants to find a cup of happiness out of this overwhelming yet unexciting life I seem to live. 

Goodnight.